hey hey im back..
fairly drunk of course..
as it happens alcohol is the best inspiration ever..
what is quite sad as i dont watn to end up like me dad..
i cant rely think of a good example.. but lets just try this..
i need inspiration.. or im dead.. like a ball..
play with it or kick it or throw it away doesnt matter.. just do something..
sad isnt it?
also ive found im ugly, repulsive & ive got no chance to score..
thats not news i know..
not for me at least..
its not even a surprise..
i dont even know why im so amazed by this revelation.. or wjatever..
its just funny all my mates are with oh so hot girls.. except me..
(tells simething about them bringin the girls.. showing off.. gits.. )
not that i care..
well.. most of the time i dont.. i hate humanity..
but right now i feel lonely and lost..
not that it counts..
or anyone would care..
ah well..
i better go to sleep..
(ps ive managet to put some of my not-totally-crap pics onlie.. link should be HERE
check if youre not bored to death already..)