hehe.. this habit of mine is getting quite annoying.. (ie managing to post something only if i have a few drinks)
soooo yeah.. after a few pints im here again..

BUT!
for a change this post is going to be abssssolutely posi and upbeat and wonderfully inspiring coz i fell in love with humanity..

oh noes.. for those who didnt fall for the trick the guess was right, theres going to be lots of whining, insanity, randomness and just the usual making of no sense at all.. as usual..

ive managed to post a comment on almost all the posts posted since my last visit.. poor guys.. i just had to..
there was one i just couldnt comment..
not because there was nothing to say but coz i wouldnt be too happy about ppl reading it..
weird ehh?
anyways it was about a letter like ten times older than me..
(well not really.. not even 2x but still..)
whats weird i found it quite touching..
since my "dragons" to slay happen to be the ones ive sent to torture others..
and i wonder how many times will i have to regret things ive done years ago?
yes i was evil, i was mean, ive done things i couldve gone to court for but now it should be enough..
and the worst is the more things i remember and regret, the more feedback i get telling me i was right to do all those things..
last time it was this upper middle class guy with sugar coated background, finished all his schools with the best possible results, obeying all school rules, not saying a bad word about anyone (well at leas not in their face)
and he said he made the wrong choice and i made the right ones
i think the saying is true. whatever you do, whatever you have its just not good enough.. it can never be..

that made no sense..

anyways..
this week i was trying to sort out my unmanageable music collection..
well ive failed miserably..
hows that no matter how many times you rip a cd or what software you use there wil always be some with uneditable tags and annoying numbers in tags as "comments"?
and hows that some ppl seriously think they can write an algorytihm to rate tracks according to mood and tempo?
those things S-U-C-K! they may work on pop and electronic bulshit (no offence) but they have a way too wide error margin if it comes to songs with things like.. woahhh.. real instruments! (and anything to do with music really)
i admit the idea is great but.. ehh.. nevermind..

aaaaand to end the post with something positive..
i got signed to a team.. (its motorcycle racing and im a mechanic not a rider before you ask)
best thing to happen to me in years..
(sorry if i dont sound happy enough.. i really am.. its just the booze.. and my always-so-bad mood)
also ive decided to make a list of things i want to do before i die.. i have a few things already but im working on the rest..

thats all..
take care